Music can make your environment gloomy!

Are you wondering, how a song/music can make your environment gloomy or dark? Yes, it's true. Today I got some proof of it as well.

I was seriously pissed off by some of my Facebook friends attitudes and felt broken. So I went to Youtube and tried to find some dark songs. Suddenly I found a song named "MMD-Nightmares" I was playing it and tried to felt it from my heart (My soul was full of anger, sadness and hatred then.



Honestly, that music made my mind gloomy and I felt strange. It was like a sleep paralysis experience. It made me feels like that, I wanna shout but I can't even talk, I wanna run but can't even move. A complete "mute environment". Even It made me feels more darkness.

I went to Youtube again and try to find some sad orchestra music. This time I find out "IvanTorrent- Before I leave this world" song. It's so much sad and heart touching. Basically, It may be a suicide song as well. Whatever, I like it. Oh, I find a poem written by someone in that video's comment section. I can't stop myself from sharing that poem.



"Before I leave this world
Into the unknown where I’ve been hurled
Let me experience life once more
And say goodbye to its marvelous store

Send me to the rolling meadows
Where my voice comes in echoes
Where the wind blows in a calming breeze
Where my love proposed on his knees

Take me to the shores of the sea
Where my love and I were as happy as can be
Take me to the mountains so I might stand on the summit
Where the snow takes its icy plummet

Here I will gaze upon the world
Where the icy winds first swirled
And look upon all of Natures creation
Where She has made her glorious impression

Let me fly upon the wind
And watch the sun become dimmed
In marvelous colors of joy
That I always enjoy

Lay me to rest in the ocean's embrace
And the last I see is my lovers face
As I sink slowly into this dark abyss
Into heavens mighty bliss

Love me while I’m gone
And remember me not for what I've done wrong
But for all, I hoped to achieve
And do not forever grieve

For I am watching over you
Let your heart be pure and true
And remember me as I was
Before I leave this world."

Now, you understand how music can make environment sad and gloomy? If you some this type dark and sad songs links, please comment under my post. I will try to collect some of the links for you.

My first Avatar in IMVU

Well, I recently joined in IMVU. It's a virtual social network and a good time killer. I find a lot of Avatar customization systems in it that is completely mind-blowing. I tried to make my Avatar as much sexy possible, Lol

Here are some snapshots of my IMVU avatar customization

It's in IMVU shop. You can buy dresses if you have Credit 

 

Now my Avatar looks like this. Yeah, I am a Metalhead, so it reflects on my dress choices.

I was sexy talking in a group with some Guys from Morocco and Indonesia. Honestly, They room was awesome and well decorated.

Now, I am going to update this post.

I get sexier 3D Avatars right now. Even I did sex chat one in there, Lol. But I don't wanna share those exploit uncensored pics here, definitely, those will destroy my blog's freshness. You better check out my current Avatar pics.

Please let me know in comments, that my which Avatar looks more sexy and beautiful? With Black hair or with White hair?
This one is with Black hair-

IMVU is a good game at all. The only problem, I notice, that you can't walk. without it, all are fine!

My Top 5 favorite songs which will make you speechless

Hey There, You came to my blog, that means you are curious about me, about my choices and about my daily life.

Well, Why my this post is about music?

The answer is easy, As I am a blogger, I spent my  70% time of every day with songs. My choices are kind of creepy but I really enjoy these. I am learning Vocaloid and MMD as well. Hope soon, I also can create a great channel on Youtube. I work with adult websites, but my real passion is music. You may already notice it.

My top 5 favorite songs list:

Kira - Monster ft. Gumi English

In This Moment - Half God Half Devil

Digital Daggers - The Devil Within

MMD- Marys Puppet

Steampianist - Secrets of Wysteria


What do you thinking of me now? Demonic, Evil or psycho? No worry, I am just a normal girl who is originally a lazy cat. lol